Something i don't want to choose but yet i don't want to loose

There is someone i never expect that I will choose but yet I don't want to loose. He is special to me and he did notice that how much we need each other.

At first I know that he belong to someone else but I keep the borderline there. I do understand and say to myself that things never gonna happen between me and him. And day by day goes by, the zero feeling starting to fill in with happiness, then cares and in the end fill with love.

Yes, I do understand we can't be together. He belong to someone else. I don't want to spoil others relationship. I feel bad. Try to control it making me more hard. I realize I do need him, and I know i can't be happy with him. Why?!

(Ne-Yo - Never knew I needed)
Yeah that is really I feel about him.

(Dashboard Confessional - Stolen)
He stolen my heart away.

(Wonder Girl - Nobody)
I see nobody but I only see is him.

What should I do?

I'm moving forward

After I been threw the worst relationship in life, it open my mind to get changes. With my best friends support and they give me the best in life. I'm glad I have them in my life and also thanks to god have giving me the best.

I know everything happen they may have the purpose and reason. That is human nature...(believe me)!!! Even those people hurt me in the past is all over now. I'm enjoy every single minute in my life, I take it as a hard task being a new born Muslim. And here I learn to be stronger than before.

Aslinda, Syahnaz, and someone special who send by Allah, thanks for being there for me...I love you all..

Pangkor Trip

18 July 2009
My Pangkor Story begin...

Teng's car breakdown on the highway
becouse of the car temperature increase
and everyone feel bad about it

When we reached Pangkor
We all take a walk the beach
The funny part is me and Afza saw a fake dead fish

On that time me and Afza having a small arguement
is all because of me
He really piss off with me
so we not talking much
he was taking his moment to cool down

And me snaping photo to express my feeling
the sea view take my attention

the moment of sunset

Hiding behind of the rock to express my feeling

The day after
We are heading back to KL
So sad
What a short moment I spend my time at Pangkor

On the ferry
I snap few photos

This is the view from the fisherman village...

Their life style for living

The view near by the fisherman's village

I think this is a nice view

This uncle
He know i'm taking his picture
so he do his great pose
hahaha

Welcome to the firsherman's village jetty
pick-up and drop off point

Here we are the jetty at Lumut
straight heading back to Kuala Lumpur
Good bye Pangkor...